Unbearable Pain: My Struggle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden pain erupted behind my one eye. Then came quick shocks, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often begin with severe discomfort behind a single eye that lasts for several hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, severe agony around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize life around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical healing texts suggest bizarre remedies for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international medical societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major artery that delivers blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided me through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack passed.
Official guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But leading specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are managed with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a